knowing that one day it would be read
by another going through just what he had felt.
Am writing this..just like David...
Knowing that its only a whine..
But hoping secretly it would someday sometime
Help someone see a silver line.
Time is running
But I am not.
Haven't turned a soul to You.
The things I've been denied
Never hurt at all..
But it pricks real hard
When I think of those that I am due.
I wonder if it's my guilt
or the devil who's lost and shamed
what's paralysing me ?
That I cannot move forward and heal the pain.
I'm longing for a future
That I have no hope to see
I'm longing to transform that life
That I don't know how to reach
Help me Lord
I don't know how to pray..
I don't know what to ask...
But I won't give up.
